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Hi, I'm Natalie :D. You can call me Natt or Jobe (do not ask). My birthday is the 12th of July, so that makes me a Cancer in astrological terms.(I love anything to do with astrology) I draw and write. Love listening to music and singing along. When people meet me I come across as quiet, reserved and shy. But once you get to know me you'll be like ''WOULD YOU SHUT THE HELL UP!?" :P
People have told me that I'm funny, geeky and SO random. I love to eat, so if you're a person who doesn't like eating round people then I'll just end up force feeding you! I'm warning you!
I like to read, take photo's and laugh! I ask random questions and I may ask personal questions, because I'm a nerd like that!
I've been told that I am 'Boring' numerous times in the past 4 years. But I don't think I am. But you can think whatever you want of me. Frankly I don't care.

JOBE & ERNEST ROCK!

I appreciate all forms of art :)

The truth is that I have met some amazing people here on Deviantart. Just shows that people online are nicer than people I know personally.

I have to thank these people...

Sam/Ernest Bigglewade (AKA - Tri-star3) who is like one of my best friends :) My robsessed buddy, tranny friend and fellow Twilighter. Ernest, you can make me laugh until I cry. We laugh at nothing. And love Rob to bits. Love you Sam :D

B (AKA - Moonfeather13) Who is also like another best friend to me. Also Robsessed and a fellow Twilighter. You know how to make me laugh, and yes if I do need someone to beat someone up for me, you're the 1st I'll call ;) hehe. Love you B :)

Beth (AKA The Ultimate Coverup) Beth! I've known you for 3 years now, you've always been there even when people hated me etc. You make me laugh with your hyperness and randomness. I honestly don't know what i'd do without you! Love you Beth :)

I lack alot of Self confidence, I hate myself, thanks to the sad pathetic people who ruined my early high school years.

I'm not a chav. I'm not a goth. I'm just ME! Recently life has gotten better for me :) I have realized who really matters in my life and who never did.
Quite a few people hate me, and say things about me, but hey, I don't care. They just need to grow up.

So if you feel like being nosy, then please,take a look at my gallery. I would really appreciate it :)


:) Jobe Erbenstien xxxx

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UPCOMING ART

Comedy comic (with a friend :D)
New Moon (One of the scenes)
Leonardo Dicaprio & Kate Winslet (From Titanic)

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: U.K
  • Interests: Photography, music and reading.
  • Favourite movie: The hot Chick. Freddy VS Jason. White Chicks
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore. Queen. Bon Jovi. Nickelback and Michael Jackson.
  • Favourite genre of music: I like all Genre's but its mainly Rock & Pop
  • Favourite artist: Don't have a favorite. Just any art that I find interesting.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Sam (Tri-star3 B! (Moonfeather13)) & Stephanie Meyer
  • Favourite photographer: The Ultimate Coverup. Me?
  • Favourite style of art: Fine art.
  • Operating System: XP
  • Skin of choice: Mine's okay I guess ;)
  • Favourite game: Sims 2
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil...Paper....Eraser.
  • MSN: If you want my msn, just ask me :)

Read if you want... it's been a while.

Sat Nov 14, 2009, 8:22 AM
  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Linkin Park - Numb
  • Reading: What I just wrote
So many things have changed in the past few months. I think that MAY was the last time that I felt completely normal and completely....me.
I've changed since then, and I know that. I said that i've changed for the better, but I'm not 100% sure.
There's many questions that I need answering, and I'm coming to you guys for the answers.
1.Am I a good person?
Because I've been told I'm a good friend, then I've been told I'm a bad friend. Why can't I just be an ''okay friend?''

2. How have I changed?
For better or for worse? I'm fed up of hearing ''you're more confident'' ''I don't see a change''
But I NEED to know whether it's positive or Negative. I have changed.

3.Why am I always the one people come to whenever rumours are being spread, or people have been ''bitching''?
First of all, I'm not completely innocent, yes I have my days. Everyone does. They need to express what they're feeling. In my case... I express my supressed feelings. If I do talk about people, it's to one person that I trust with my life, and I don't tell another soul.
Everything seems to be aimed at me...

Maybe all these questions are to blame for my depressed moments. Since July, I have been down. Yes, I put on a brave face, of course, everyone does. I have to, otherwise others get affected. I just want my mood to be lifted. I want to be me once again. Most of you know me by now and should know how I was before July.

Content
Positive
Attentive
Giving
Confident
Caring

Now all those qualities have faded. Maybe 1 or 2 pop up now and then. But never stay for too long.

All I'm feeling now is -

Anger
Pain
Stress
Negativity

For some strange reason I feel the need to get revenge on someone. But why? and Who?

Please friends, I need some help here. I wouldn't ask if I wasn't desperate...

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:icontri-star3:
Yoyo! Jobe is a rockin' rocker! hehe! Ernie xxx

:headbang:

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:iconhorrorfan15:
:) SO IS ERNEST! Ernest is more rockin Dude :headbang:

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So what if I'm obsessed? Does that make me any less human?

R.I.P Michael Jackson...you will live forever in our hearts :heart:
:icontri-star3:
Ernest misses her Jobe!!!!

Dude, I know I say this continually, but MSN is broken! It needs a bandaid and Russ has had to reboot his comp so many times that I have lost count! Grrrr!

HOW BE YOU DOING??!!

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:iconhorrorfan15:
:( awwww. I miss my Ernest!!!!!!!! :( I proper need to talk about crap to you!!! Missing you!!! :(

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So what if I'm obsessed? Does that make me any less human?

R.I.P Michael Jackson...you will live forever in our hearts :heart:
:icontri-star3:
well email me this proper crap and we can talk like that until MSN is back online Grrrrr!

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:iconhorrorfan15:
lol. There's nothing crap going on, but I just wanna talk!

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So what if I'm obsessed? Does that make me any less human?

R.I.P Michael Jackson...you will live forever in our hearts :heart:
:iconfernclaw:
NATTT!!!!! :dummy: :+devwatch: <--- :excited:

Sorry, too much sugar today XD

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"Hey! My eyes aren't glistening with the ghosts of my past!"
-Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

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:iconhorrorfan15:
:D lol. I added you!!!! :) How are you doing? You've had too much sugar? I've had 1 bottle of 7up and a bottle of Apple Tango and my friend had loads of rubbish so we pigged out on a load of sugary stuff :) :P

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So what if I'm obsessed? Does that make me any less human?

R.I.P Michael Jackson...you will live forever in our hearts :heart:
:iconfernclaw:
I had a bag of Pixy Stix and two Cokes... teehee
I'm good right now, although with a stupid cold that I can't go to school with... it sucks, man... eurgh

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"Hey! My eyes aren't glistening with the ghosts of my past!"
-Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

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:iconhorrorfan15:
:/ :hug: feel better soon. Your art is awesome by the way. I can't draw anything from my imagination. Although I have a really over imaginative mind, I cant seem to put anything onto paper...

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So what if I'm obsessed? Does that make me any less human?

R.I.P Michael Jackson...you will live forever in our hearts :heart:

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